Radha as the Holding of Fire Agni in the Name: Radha as the Holding of Fire Tantra was never about counting names. It was never about repeating a story until the tongue tires. Bhakti remembers. Tantra ignites. The earth-stories are beautiful, but they gave pain. The exile, the waiting, the separation of Vrindavan. Tantra does…
The Tantric Meaning of Krishna and 7 Steps Towards Him The Black Sun: The Tantric Meaning of Krishna and 7 Steps Towards Him In bhakti, Krishna is the Beloved you worship. In Tantra, Krishna is the Awareness that worships through you. He is not just the flute-player of Vrindavan. In the Tantric vision he is…
Panchabrahma the five faces of Sadashiva Shiva is never alone in Tantra. He becomes five, and the five only live when she moves through them. These are the Panchabrahma, the five faces of Sadashiva. They are five powers of one consciousness: creation, preservation, dissolution, concealment and grace. The five in brief Sadyojata, west, earth: creation…
The Love That Was Never Written The Love That Was Never Written Some loves are not meant to be recorded. They are meant to be remembered. They ask why Radha's name is missing from the early pages. As if love needs a footnote to be true. But think of your own life. How many people…
Narasimha in Tantra Narasimha in Tantra: Ugra Rahasya and the Hidden Alliance with Bagalamukhi In bahya drishti Narasimha kills a demon. In antar drishti he kills duality itself. Neither Neither: The Core Rahasya Hiranyakashipu is ahamkara protected by boons: neither inside nor outside, neither day nor night. Narasimha is neti neti made flesh, man lion…
Borrowed Bhakti and the Silence Beneath Books Borrowed bhakti is not false, it is just unripened. Everyone begins by hearing someone else sing. In our tradition, shravana was always the first step. We hear a kirtan, we read a chalisa someone else wrote, we repeat a name someone else loved first. That is not wrong.…
Why Tantra Begins With Beej The Seed Before the Tree: Why Tantra Begins With Beej. In Tantra, a mantra is not given all at once. It is planted. That planting is called beej diksha, initiation into the seed syllable. Before the long mantra, before the nyasa and vidhi, the guru gives a single vibrating sound…
Dakshinamurthy as Jnana and Aghora The Silent Guru and His Shadow: Dakshinamurthy as Jnana and Aghora There is a Shiva who never speaks, and yet every mantra claims him as its source. That is where this story begins. The serene one under the banyan In Tamil Nadu temples he sits young and ash-smeared under the…

